死にたいです

I woke up in a place with white walls: The school

infirmaryI went to the rooftop I can’t remember what

happened on the wayYou’re there, reaching out your

hand I can’t reach itEven with these arms stretching out

forever, I stillCan’t surpass that girl

Oh, I wanna die, I wanna die, but I don’t wanna dieBecause you’ll stop meNo matter how many wounds I accumulate, it’s still not enough not enough not enough

Oh, I wanna die, I wanna die, but I don’t wanna dieBecause there’s a person whom I don’t want to make cryNo matter how many wounds I accumulate, it’s still not enough not enough not enough

All alone, I hide the fragments of youIt seems the game has gone too far Reflected in the mirrorIs a red-eyed, smiling figure

Hey, I wanna live, I wanna live—that’s how I truly feelI don’t wanna disappear while my feelings still haven’t reached youThe poisonous mushrooms on my head remember

Where you are

Oh, I wanna die, I want die, but I don’t wanna dieBecause you’re bound to stop meNo matter how many times I erase my memories, it’s still not enough not enough not enough

Oh, I wanna die, I wanna die, I wanna die,But I can’t die now Because you’re here with me, I’m not alone anymore

La~la~la Lalala Lalala Lalala

This unceasing pain, my vanishing memories—the cycle repeats again and my wounds increase